Feel like ranting

Seriously I don't get it anymore. I've just gotten a job as a  English and Bahasa Malaysia tutor last week. I was so happy about it cause I could at least try being a tutor once before deciding to be a teacher later. However, I am starting to doubt my employer. I feel like I'm being cheated again like my first job, but not as bad as that assholic scam. On my first day of work I was asked to do cleaning like mopping the floor, wiping the glass and stuff and no tutoring. Instead, I was asked to learn arithmetic. I find it weird at first, but I didn't bother so much and went with the flow. 

The next day, all of a sudden I received a text from them that they fell sick and I don't need to go over to the workplace. At first I thought I was lucky, you know I was pretty lazy cause I was staying at home for about 2 months and suddenly I had to go to work like that. BUT. It goes on for 5 days. FIVE DAYS PEOPLE, FIVE. My boss told me not to go to the workplace for five friggin days. Again I was fine about it cause I happened to fall sick on one of the five days. 

On the fifth day, I had recovered from my fever but still having cough with me and I was hoping that my boss is already recovered as well and I could go to work. But another text came in again and told me not to go to work again but come to work today, Wednesday January 9 at 1:30pm. So, I had two days off again and makes it one week no working and I use the off days wisely by resting as much as possible.

So, I was excited when the day comes. When the day comes which is today, I was about to get ready to work, my boss texted me again not to go work because they had something urgent going on. This time I was seriously dumbfounded and have no idea what to do and at the same time, I was starting to get suspicious of my employer already. Are they really good people or bad people? Seriously, I don't know and I can't tell. 

Seriously I have no idea what to do anymore. Suddenly it popped up in my head whether my boss will cut my pay or something cause I didn't go to work. But somehow some part of me think that they will not do it cause it wasn't my fault. Now that it happened like that, my parents are worried if it was another scam again like my first ever job. My dad, grandmother and some supportive friends are encouraging me to quit the job but I've just started working and I feel bad if I just quit like that.

Now that it happened it seriously drowning me in dilemma. I don't know what to do and who to rant it to so I just decided to just rant here. I hope you guys don't mind if I post something irrelevant from the main objectives of this blog.